Blog korisnika Natalia 90
| Zasto ljudi mrze goticarke i metalke? | |
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| 19 Okt 2006 10:54 | Idi na vrh |
| pa ajde sad,objasnite mi zasto ih kako rece bl00dz3r0 ne simpatise 95% ljudi? | |
| Moje gluposti | |
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| 12 Sep 2006 04:54 | Idi na vrh |
| Uspomene
Secas li se, kako smo srecni mogli biti, pamtis li, koliko smo smo se visoko mogli dici? A ti srusio si sve Kad si rekao da sam jos gora od nje Sta ti se to desilo,ne znam Niti zelim da znam Mogli smo dohvatiti zvezde, sve smo mogli uraditi mi, ali,ne,nismo imali srece i ne placi zbog mene sad, nije vise vazno, sve sto smo imali bilo je lazno, jer ti me nikad i nisi voleo, ne trazi od mene da pokusamo is pocetka sve, Unisti me i digni sa dna, daj mi snagu pa je oduzmi, nije vazno, izbrisi mi sve iz glave,unisti sve sto ostalo je od nas, i ovako ne postoji spas, samo ne trazi mi opet da prodjem kroz sve to, ne ubedjuj me da ce bolje biti jer opet isto bice sve,znam, opet svako od nas plakace sam a suze ce isprati kisa, nestace sve,secanja i uspomene i samo bol nam ostaje, a nekog nikad nece nista boleti, neko kao ti svemu ce odoleti, a neko kao ja ce opet nocima tiho plakati neko ce te uvek,bez obzira na sve, neko koga unistavas,taj ce te uvek najvise voleti --------------------------------------------------------- Ne gledaj me u oci, to boli, ne prilazi mi i ne dotici me, jer svaki dodor tvoj pece vise od vatre ali suze pozar gase, kad me pogledas pravis se da nista ne znas a ja samo zelim da sve nestane, da zaboravim. Nemoj da izgovaras moje ime, Ubij svaku sekundu srece u meni I ponosi se time , Kao poslednje djubre baci me, nije vazno, sve sam prosla da gore ne moze biti, ali bojim se, da ces ipak drugu zavoleti... ------------------------------------------------------- Mrak celog zivota pred ocima bio joj je mrak, mozda je to samo bilo crno svetlo, niko ne zna, neprimetno se odvajala od ostalih, njoj stranih i neprijateljskih lica, kao da ne postoji, nestajala je sama od sebe, nestajala je u svoj unutrasnji mrak, u svoje tamno svetlo. Jednom,kad je zelela da vidi sunce i dugu, otvorila je oci, ali i dalje,mrak je bio sve sto je videla. mozda je bila slepa, mozda nije ni otvorila oci, mozda nije ni zelela da vidi, a mozda je prvo morala da pusti svoje srce, da ono ugleda svetlost pre ociju njenih. ------------------------------------------------ Ljubav sta novac znaci? nekome sve,nekome nista. a ljubav? sta je to ljubav? da li je to samo lepo i prolazno osecanje? da li je to nesto sto treba da nas usreci? a onda,opet,sta je sreca? da li je ljubav nesto zbog cega vredi ziveti i za cega se vredi boriti? da li je to nesto sto se kupuje? mozda je ljubav prijateljstvo, mozda je to nesto zarazno, moze biti i bolest, a mozda je to ono osecanje koje te lomi, a opet ti daje snagu da nastavis dalje. Osecanje koje te ubija i koje ti daje zivot, Mozda je to jedino sto nece nestati u vrtlogu zaborava, mozda mi i ne znamo sta je ljubav, mozda i ne postoji, mozda ne znamo da ga definisemo, a mozda je to osecanje toliko snazno da se definise samo jednom recju-ljubav. |
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| 30 Jul 2006 16:34 | Idi na vrh |
| Epica - Consing to oblivion
How can we let this happen and Just keep our eyes closed ‘till the end The only thing that counts is the prosperity of today Most important to us is that our bills get paid Our good intentions have always been delayed How can we let this happen and Just keep our eyes closed ‘till the end When we will stand in front of heaven's gate It will be too late! Try to unlearn all that you've learnt, try to listen to your heart No, we can't understand the universe by just using our mind We are so afraid of all the things unknown A must we appease is the lust to get laid Nothing really matters, just devouring our prey Our good intentions have always been delayed so Our generous acts have always come too late We are so afraid of all the things unknown We just flee into a dream that never comes true Low to the ground we feel safe Low to the ground we feel brave Oblivisci tempta quod didicisti Open your eyes; we're not in paradise How can't you see, this stress is killing me Fulfil your dreams; life is not what is seems We have captured time so time made us all hostages without mercy Seemingly generous fooling ourselves, Selfishly venomous time tells Too much thinking goes at the cost of all our intuition Our thoughts create reality But we neglect to be! So we're already slaves of our artificial world We shouldn't try to control life but listen to the laws of nature We all think we're generous But we only fool ourselves The only thing that matters is Our way and our vision Selfishly we're venomous But you know the time tells us There is more to life than our Higher positions, race for perfection Better, faster We must return to the laws of the nature Free ourselves from madness ----------- Dopuna: 30 Jul 2006 17:35 --------- Epica - Feint The very brightest candle of all has been extinguished Smothered by those who could not bear to face reality Every beat of your heart tore the lies all apart Made foundations quiver Every wave in the lake caused the porcelain to break And I shiver... The leftover tallow just doesn’t contain All the right answers Under a sea of dust lies a vast wealth of wisdom An untuched snow turns red Innocence dies This black page in history is not colourfast, will stain the next All that remains is just a feint of what was meant to be This black page in history is not colourfast, will stain the next And nothing seems in life, in dreams like what was meant to be ----------- Dopuna: 30 Jul 2006 17:44 --------- epica - memory Midnight Not a sound from the pavement Has the moon lost her memory? She is smiling alone In the lamplight The withered leaves collect at my feet And the wind begins to moan Memory All alone in the moonlight I can smile at the old days Life was beautiful then I remember The time I knew what happiness is Let the memory live again Every street lamp Seems to beat A fatalistic warning Someone mutters And a street lamp gutters And soon it will be morning Daylight I must wait for the sunrise I must think of a new life And I mustn't give in When the dawn comes Tonight will be a memory too And a new day will begin Burnt out ends of smokey days The stale cold smell of morning The street lamp dies Another night is over Another day is dawning Touch me It's so easy to leave me All alone with the memory Of my days in the sun If you touch me You'll understand what happiness is Look a new day has begun ... ***Lordi - Blood red sandman They called me the Leather Apron They called me the smiling Jack They prayed to the heavens above that I would never ever come back Can you hear how the children weep Chills of fear like a sawblade cutting deep Once again there is pain I bring flames - I bring cold I´m the Blood Red Sandman coming home On this unholy night I will make you my own Blood Red Sandman Coming home again Red drops stain satin so white The way I sign my name The neighborhood´s pretty dead at night And I´m the one to blame Scream all you want you won´t wake up when you scream No one leaves The Monsterican Dream ***Lordi - shildren in the night I hid them under the floor; for they being here made me sore And on that day I felt kinda hazy Now they still gotta be there, ´cos there not going anywhere Whith severed limbs - or call me crazy? But there are voices in the darkness In my house every time I close my eyes In the dead of night I hear em sigh The Children of the night are calling Hear ´em cry they still defy endlessly I feel like falling now they're all My children of the night These skulls are so small; here are seven of them in all I swear to god, now they're deadly silence But still there voices in the darkness, getting louder all the time In the dead of night I hear em sigh The Children of the night are calling Hear ´em cry they still defy endlessly I feel like falling now they're all My children of the night Now little feet tap at the end of my bed remorse I seize I feel theres someone leaning over my head 7 breaths, they freeze! In the dead of night I hear them sigh The Children of the night are calling I hear a cry they still defy endlessly I feel like falling In the dead of night I hear them sigh The Children of the night are calling I hear a cry they still defy endlessly I feel like falling on the road My children of the night After forever - The key The eyes, looking so cold Condemn failure And seek for perfection will never be attained They're judging the denying face which stares back A bewildered revelation Show me objectivity And let these eyes judge again You cannot touch what you can't ever obtain I'm inexhaustible As well as empty in my bitter search My words are yours, my voice speaks for your thoughts I am your mirror without remorse, your reflection without doubts I fall and fall I must learn from the bruises The scars will be my guide There's no excuse in ignorance No time for weakness or regret Face your mirror without doubt Your reflection without remorse If knowledge was wisdom And wisdom the key to inner rest Teach me... Xandria - eversleeping Once I travelled 7 seas to find my love And once I sang 700 songs Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles Until I find the one that I belong I will rest my head side by side To the one that stays in the night I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow And whatever comes will come soon Dying I will pray to the moon That there once will be a better tomorrow Once I crossed 7 rivers to find my love And once, for 7 years, I forgot my name Well, if I have to I will die 7 deaths just to lie In the arms of my eversleeping aim I will rest my head side by side To the one that stays in the night I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow And whatever comes will come soon Dying I will pray to the moon That there once will be a better tomorrow (x2) I dreamt last night that he came to me He said: "My love, why do you cry?" For now it won't be long any more Until in my cold grave we will lie Until in my cold grave we will lie Trail of tears - Illusion I thought I saw you, out in the crowd So many faces, but it was you that I picked out I see the rainfall, outside my window at night ÿ I lie between hell and heaven I lie between right or wrong ÿ If I were God I could help you But I'm just human like yourself I keep on smiling, 'cause I have this dream Every night that I go to bed, I have this picture of you riding for me ÿ You say these three words: "Never forget you" But when I opened my eyes you were gone far away You were gone...far away Gone far away.. Nightwish - Astral romance A nocturnal concerto Candlelight whispers me where to go Hymn of gathering stars as my guide As I wander on this path of the night Embroidery of the stars Undress my feelings for this earth Send me your salva to heal my scars And let this nakedness me my birth Macrocosm poured its powers on me And the hopes of this world I now must leave The nightwish I sent you centuries ago Has been heard by those Who dwelled in a woe The distance of our bridal bed Await for me to be dead Dust of the galaxies take my hand Lead me to my beloved's land Departed by the guillotine of death I received a letter from the depth The dream of my lover it carried inside Caressed by the sharpest knife I asked you to be my wife Rays of the setting sun Were my tears wept upon promises undone Come to me Make me believe to you and your love again Above the universe Beneath the Great Eye I shall desire you forevermore Nightwish - bless the child "I was born amidst the purple waterfalls. I was weak, yet not unblessed. Dead to the world. Alive for the journey. One night I dreamt a white rose withering, a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness. I dreamt all my future. Relived my past. And witnessed the beauty of the beast" Where have all the feelings gone? Why has all the laughter ceased? Why am I loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child Think of me long enough to make a memory Come bless the child one more time How can I ever feel again? Given the chance would I return? I've never felt so alone in my life As I drank from a cup which was counting my time There's a poison drop in this cup of Man To drink it is to follow the left hand path "Where have all the feelings gone? Why is the deadliest sin - to love as I loved you? Now unblessed, homesick in time, soon to be freed from care, from human pain. My tale is the most bitter truth: Time pays us but with earth & dust, and a dark, silent grave. Remember, my child: Without innocence the cross is only iron, hope is only an illusion & Ocean Soul's nothing but a name... The Child bless thee & keep thee forever" Sleeping Sun The sun is sleeping quietly Once upon a century Wistful oceans calm and red Ardent caresses laid to rest For my dreams I hold my life For wishes I behold my nights The truth at the end of time Losing faith makes a crime I wish for this night-time to last for a lifetime The darkness around me Shores of a solar sea Oh how I wish to go down with the sun Sleeping Weeping With you Sorrow has a human heart From my god it will depart I'd sail before a thousand moons Never finding where to go Two hundred twenty-two days of light Will be desired by a night A moment for the poet's play Until there's nothing left to say I wish for this night-time to last for a lifetime The darkness around me Shores of a solar sea Oh how I wish to go down with the sun Sleeping Weeping With you I wish for this night-time to last for a lifetime The darkness around me Shores of a solar sea Oh how I wish to go down with the sun Sleeping Weeping With you.... Swanheart All those beautiful people I want to have them, I want to have them all All those porcelain models If only I could make them fall Be my heart a well of love Flowing free so far above A wintry eve Once upon a tale An Ugly Duckling Lost in a verse Of a sparrows carol Dreaming the stars Be my heart a well of love Flowing free so far above In my world Love is for poets Never the famous balcony scene Just a dying faith On the heaven's gate Crystal pond awaits the lorn Tonight another morn for the lonely one is born Higher Than Hope Time it took the most of me And left me with no key To unlock the chest of remedy Mother, the pain ain`t hurting me But the love that I feel When you hold me near The hopes were high The choirs were vast Now my dreams are left to live through you Red Sun rising Drown without inhaling Within, the dark holds hard Red Sun rising Curtain falling Higher than hope my cure lies Passiontide An angel by my side But no Christ to end this war To deliver my soul from the sword Hope has shown me a scenery Paradise poetry With first snow I`ll be gone The hopes were high... Red Sun rising... Your death saved me Red Sun rising... Away The days were brighter Gardens more blooming The nights had more hope In their silence The wild was calling Wishes were whispering The time was there But without a meaning Away, away in time Every dream's a journey away Away to a home away from care Everywhere's just a journey away The days departed Gardens deserted This frail world My only rest? The wild calls no more Wishes so hollow The Barefoot Boy weeping in an empty night Away ... Cherish the moment Tower the skies Don't let the dreamer fade to grey like grass No falling for life A gain for every loss Time gathered me But kept me flying "For this gift of dream I must pay the price with the loss of life's pleasures" Dead Boy´s Poem Born from silence, silence full of it A perfect concert my best friend So much to live for, so much to die for If only my heart had a home Sing what you can`t say Forget what you can`t play Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes Walk within my poetry, this dying music - My loveletter to nobody Never sigh for better world It`s already composed, played and told Every thought the music I write Everything a wish for the night Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin Died for the beauty the one in the garden Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom Failed in becoming a god Never sigh... "If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it Remember only the verse, songmaker`s cry, the one without tears For I`ve given this its strength and it has become my only strength. Comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew The sweet piano writing down my life" "Teach me passion for I fear it`s gone Show me love, hold the lorn So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me I`m sorry Time will tell (this bitter farewell) I live no more to shame nor me nor you And you... I wish I didn`t feel for you anymore..." A lonely soul... An ocean soul... Two For Tragedy Sleep Eden sleep My fallen son Slumber in peace Cease the pain Life`s just in vain For us to gain Nothing but all the same No healing hand For your disease Drinking scorn like water Cascading with my tears Beneath the candle bed Two saddened angels - in heaven, in death Now let us lie Sad we lived sad we die Even in your pride I never blamed you A mother`s love Is a sacrifice Together sleeping Keeping it all No sympathy No eternity One light for each undeserved tear Beneath the candle bed Two souls with everything yet to be said za sad,to bi bilo to |
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| Mucenje zivotinja | |
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| 15 Jun 2006 20:58 | Idi na vrh |
| evo danas sam videla coveka na motoru kako drzi kuce za vrat vezano lancem,kao obeseno. Pravi se faca jer moze da ga muci i ide ulicom pokazivajuci kako je on mocan. Mrzim kada ljudi muce zivotinje bilo kakve vrste. Nijedan pas nece napasti bez razloga,znam jer svaki dan prolazim pored milion pasa lutalica i ovih udomljenih,nikada mi se nije desilo da me je pas napao. Jadne zivotinje su ubijane zbog kaputa i razne odece,torbi,ljudi zele njihovu kozu a one su nesposobne da se brane.Ne razumem kako neko moze da izbaci kuce na ulicu,znam da mozda nema uslova da ga hrani li da ga zadrzi,ali neka proba da ga da nekom drugom,a ne jednostavno da ga izbaci na ulicu.I te zivotinje imaju osecanja. Ovim ne mislim samona domace vec i na divlje zivotinje. Lovci se hvale kako ubijaju zivotinje,a neki govore "bilo je ili on ili ja",pa zar je suma nas dom? ili je to dom neke zivotinje? da li je ona upala na nas posed ili mi na njen? Kako im nije zao da ostave kuce na ulici zimi,tako jadno i bez hrane,znajuci da ce 99% uginuti od zimoce? Meni je zao kad ne nahranim svog psa bar 3 puta dnevno,mislim da li je gladan ili zedan,a kamoli da ga bez milosti izbacim. Koliko oni traze od nas? Jako malo. Sve sto im treba je malo ljubavi,malo ostataka hrane (koje biste i onako bacili ako nemate psa) i malo mesta za spavanje. A koliko nam pruzaju? Cuvaju nas,tu su kad smo usamljeni,osete kad smo tuzni,prave nam drustvo...
Mislila sam da cu pomoci tim zivotinjama tako sto cu upisati veterinu,ali shvatam da ne mogu sama protiv milion ljudi.Mnogo mi je drago kad pomognem nekoj lutalici,makar ako joj dam parce hleba. Takodje,kad uzimate psa,mislite na njega,nemojte ga zapostaviti. Od psa gospodaru Moj zivot traje 10-15 godina.Svaki rastanak od tebe za mene znaci patnju,razmisli o tome pre nego sto me uzmes.Voli me onakvog kakav jesam,jer si me ti birao.Ja nemam tu mogucnost da biram prijatelja i gospodara.Daj mi vremena da shvatim sta od mene trazis,imaj ljubavi za mene,ja od toga zivim.Ne ljuti se na mene i ne kaznjavaj me.Ti imas svoj posao,razonodu,prijatelje....a ja imam samo tebe.Pricaj sa mnom!Iako ti se cini da ne razumem ja ipak znam sta mislis,osecas.Znaj da ne zabortavljam kako se sa mnom postupa.Pomisli pre nego sto me udaris,ja te sa lakocom mogu ugristi,ali ja to necu uraditi.Ne uzimaj me kao igracku dok sam mali i sladak da bi me kasnije odbacio,jer je moja ljubav prema tebi vecna.Brini o meni kad ostarim,ostanem bez zuba,ogluvimi prestanem da se krecem.I o tebi ce neko brinuti- starost je ista za sve.Prati me na mom poslednjem putu.Nemoj nikada reci "ja to ne mogu da gledam" il i"neka se dogodi u mojoj odsutnosti", sa tobom je sve lakse.Neka ti to bude dug za moju vernost.Kada me vise ne bude bilo,nemopj plakati,tugovati.Usreci nekog drugos psa i voli ga kao sto si mene volela. Ovim putem zelim da vas nagovorim da ne udarate svoje pse,da im posvetite malo vremena,ipak oni vama posvecuju ceo zivot. |
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