Blog korisnika Black Orchid
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| 22 Maj 2006 00:45 | Idi na vrh |
Da li je bolje umreti od gladi ili biti sit svega? Ili nemate tih "problema", jer ste za zlatnu sredinu, sivu eminenciju, unutrashnju harmoniju, zen budizam..? Ili ste jednostavno srecni i zadovoljni? ...zato shto imate srece, ili birate da budete srecni? 
Ili ste taman dovoljno "siti" da ne trazhite nemoguce, da umete da se zaustavite, a ipak "gladni" taman koliko treba za podsticaj da se ide dalje, da se ipak zheli, da se hvataju trenuci? Ili imate "faze", pa se navedeno smenjuje? Ili..? |
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| 28 Apr 2006 01:48 | Idi na vrh |
| Bonnie Tyler feat T. Rundgren :
Loving You Is a Dirty Job But Somebody's Got to Do It [She:] When the sky is falling and you're looking round for somewhere to hide Did you ever call out to someone Did you ever call out to me, I've never been gone - I've been right here by your side There ain't nothin' but clouds There ain't nothin' but clouds in your eyes Why don't you believe it when you finally found the truth You've been drinking poison water from the fountain of youth Why don't you stop tearing up everyone you need the most You're so busy trying to get even you never even try to get close I can't explain it away It doesn't make any sense To know what it's like I guess you gotta go through it It doesn't matter, baby Loving you is a dirty job But somebody's got to do it [He:] There were times when we'd never fake it There were times when we'd always make it There were times when we'd take it to the limit And we'd never, never, ever leave each other alone We were flesh and blood and bone There were times we had it all There were times we had it all [Both alt:] There were times when we took our chances There were times we were damn good dancers There were times when we heard all the answers In the beating of the drummer and the riches of the rock and the roll I can see right through your soul There were times we had it all There were times we had it all [He:] If your fears could only be forgotten we could pull all the barriers down Would you follow your dream's desire Would you follow your secret dreams and forbidden fire Let's just peel out of this town [Both:] It's been nothing but dreams It's been nothing but dreams until now [He:] You're never gonna see it [Both:] You got your head stuck in the sand [He:] It's the land of the free and easy street [She:] It's the home of the damned [He:] You're never gonna see it [Both:] You better open up your eyes [She:] You're the only one who's left [Both:] Who's gonna believe all your lies [Boy:] I can't explain it away It doesn't make any sense [Both:] To know what it's like I guess you gotta go through it guess you gotta go through it guess you gotta go through it It doesn't matter baby [She:] Loving you's a dirty job But somebody's gotta do it [Both:] There were times when our bodies glistened There were times that we can't stop missing There were times that we'd lay in bed and listen To the pounding, pounding chorus of our desperate hearts Nothing could have torn us apart There were times we had it all There were times we had it all [She:] There were times when we fought like tigers There were times we were damn good liars [He:] There were times we extinguished every fire That was burning, burning, burning, up each other alive From the heavens on down to the dives [Both:] There were times we lost it all There were times we lost it all There were times when we fought like tigers There were times we were damn good liars There were times when our bodies glistened There were times that we can't stop missing There were times that we'd lay in bed and listen to the pounding, pounding, chorus of our desperate hearts Nothing could have torn us apart There were times we had it all There were times we had it all... |
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| if life is just a highway... | |
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| 27 Apr 2006 23:53 | Idi na vrh |
| Meat Loaf :
Objects In The Rearview Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are The skies were pure and the fields were green, and the sun was brighter than it's ever been When I grew up with my best friend, Kenny, we were close as any brothers that you ever knew It was always summer and the future called We were ready for adventures and we wanted them all, and there was so much left to dream, and so much time to make it real But I can still recall the sting of all the tears when he was gone They say he crashed and burned, I swear I'll never learn, why any boy should die so young We were racing; we were soldiers of fortune We got in trouble but we sure got around There are times I think I see him peeling out of the dark I think he's right behind me now, and he's gaining ground But it was long ago, and it was far away Oh God, it seems so very far, and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are They are And when the sun descended and the night arose I heard my father cursing everyone he knows He was dangerous and drunk and defeated, and corroded by failure and envy and hate There were endless winters and the dreams would freeze Nowhere to hide and no leaves on the trees, and my father's eyes were blank as he hit me again and again and again I know I still believe he'd never let me leave, I had to run away alone So many threats and fears, so many wasted years, before my life became my own And though the nightmares should be over, some of the terrors are still intact I'll hear that ugly, coarse, and violent voice, and then he grabs me from behind, and then he pulls me back But it was long ago, and it was far away Oh God, it seems so very far, and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are They are [Instrumental solo] There was a beauty living on the edge of town She always put the top up and the hammer down, and she taught me everything I'll ever know, about the mystery and the muscle of love The stare would glimmer and the moon would glow I'm in the back seat with my Julie like Romeo And the signs along the highway all said Caution! Kids at play! Those were the rights of spring and we did everything; There was salvation every night We got dreams reborn and our upholstery torn, but everything we tried was right She used her body just like a bandage She use my body just like a wound I'll probably never know where she disappeared, but I can see rising up out of the back seat now, just like an angel rising out of a tomb But it was long ago, and it was far away Oh God, it seems so very far, and if life is just a highway, then the soul is just a car And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are And objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are ... She used her body just like a bandage She used my body just like a wound I'll probably never know where she disappeared, but I can see her rising up out of the back seat now... 
Read 'Em And Weep I've been trying for hours just to think of what exactly to say I thought I'd leave you with a letter or firey speech Like when an actor makes an exit at the end of a play And I've been dying for hours trying to fill up all the holes with some sense I'd like to know how you faded and you threw it away I'd like to give you all the reasons and what everything meant Well I could tell you good-bye or maybe see you around With just a touch of a sarcastic thanks We started out with a bang and at the top of the world Now the guns are exhausted The bullets are blanks And everything's blank [Chorus:] If I could only find the words then I would write it all down If I could only find a voice I would speak Oh it's there in my eyes so can't you see me tonight C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep [Chorus] I've been whispering softly, trying to build a cry up to a scream We let the past slip away, and put the future on hold Now the present is nothing but a hollowed out dream And I've been dying for hours trying to fill up all the holes with some sense I'd like to know why you faded and you threw it away I'd like to give you all the reasons and what everything meant Well I could tell you good-bye or maybe see you around With just a touch of a sarcastic thanks But now the rooms are all empty, the candles are dark The guns are exhausted The bullets are blanks, and everything's blank [Chorus] It's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart It's running silent and angry and deep It's there in my eyes and it's all I can say, c'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep Read 'em and weep - for all the hours we'll be spending alone Read 'em and weep - for the dreams we'll ignore Running silent and deep -And all those promises we promised to keep, they won't be kept anymore Read 'em and weep - for the magic that our bodies had made Read 'em and weep - for the blood that we lost Running silent and deep - and all the secrets that we somehow betrayed For whatever the cost Read 'em and weep - for the memories still alive in the bed Read 'em and weep - for the lies we believed Running silent and deep - and all the things that can never be said Why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep It's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart It's running silent and angry and deep It's here in my eyes and it's all I can say C'mon look at me and read 'em and weep ............. Nowhere Fast It's getting cold, it's getting dark, the nights are longer every day The air is heavy and the clouds will never burn away And we've been waitin' here so long that we've forgotten what it's like To turn into the fire, lookin' straight into the, straight into the light [Bridge:] Your heart is tryin' to rock but it can barely beat at all Your soul is tryin' to run but all your body does is crawl You don't need any signal, you don't need any sign Nothin's gonna stop you once you cross over the line I wanna tear it all apart and take the clothes right off your back We're tearin' down the highway and we're breakin' away, breakin' away Breakin' away, we're breakin' away from the pack We're breakin' away from the pack And if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And even if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And your speed is all you'll ever need, all you'll ever need to know [Chorus:] You and me we're goin' nowhere slowly and we gotta get away from the past There's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere baby But we should be goin' nowhere fast Everybody's goin' nowhere slowly They're only fighting for the chance to be last There's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere baby But we should be goin' nowhere fast It's so much better goin' nowhere fast You shouldn't always see your world so clearly You shouldn't always know your place so well And all we're doin' here is hangin' around And goin' anywhere has gotta be heaven, 'cos stayin here is gonna be hell And goin' anywhere has gotta be heaven, 'cos stayin here has gotta be hell I'm getting lost, I'm getting found, I'm getting born again each day We're dyin' on the vine until we finally, 'til we finally get away The boundaries of this town are closin' in just like a noose The future's gonna rust if we don't put it to some, put it to some use [Bridge] You and me we're goin' nowhere slowly and we gotta get away from the past There's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere baby But we should be goin' nowhere fast ... ~*~*~*~*~* Rock And Roll Dreams Come Through You can't run away for ever But there's nothing wrong with getting a good head start You want to shut out the night, you want to shut down the sun You want to shut away the pieces of a broken heart Think of how we'd lay down together We'd be list'ning to the radio so loud and so strong Ev'ry golden nugget coming like a gift of the gods Someone must have blessed us when he gave us those songs I treasure your love I never want to lose it You've been through the fires of hell, and I know you've got the ashes to prove it I treasure your love I want to show you how to use it You've been through a lot of pain in the dirt, and I know you've got the scars to prove it Remember everything that I told you, and I'm telling you again that it's true You're never alone, 'cause you can put on the 'phones, and let the drummer tell your heart what to do Keep on believing, and you'll discover baby There's always something magic There's always something new And when you really really need it the most, that's when rock and roll dreams come through The beat is yours for ever The beat is always true And when you really really need it the most, that's when rock and roll dreams come through, for you [Instrumental bridge] Once upon a time was a backbeat Once upon a time all the chords came to life And the angels had guitars even before they had wings If you hold onto a chorus you can get through the night I treasure your love I never want to lose it You've been through the fires of hell, and I know you've got the ashes to prove it I treasure your love I want to show you how to use it You've been through a lot of pain in the dirt, and I know you've got the scars to prove it Remember everything that I told you, and I'm telling you again that it's true You're never alone, 'cause you can put on the 'phones, and let the drummer tell your heart what to do Keep on believing, and you'll discover baby There's always something magic There's always something new And when you really really need it the most, that's when rock and roll dreams come through The beat is yours for ever The beat is always true And when you really really need it the most, that's when rock and roll dreams come through, For you! (The beat is yours for ever. That's when rock and roll dreams come through) [Repeat to fade]
* * * Fire Inc. : Nowhere Fast lying in your bed and on a Saturday night you're sweatin' buckets and it's not even hot but your brain has got the message and it's sending it out to every nerve and every muscle you've got you've got so many dreams that you don't know where to put 'em so you'd better turn a few of 'em loose your body's got a feeling that it's starting to rust you'd better rev it up and put it to use and I don't know how I ever thought that I could make it all alone when you only make it better and it better be tonight and we'll fly away on those angel wings of chrome in your daddy's car waiting there for you tonight I'll be there for you tonight even if you don't have anywhere to go you go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll and even if you don't have anywhere to go you go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll and your speed is all you'll ever need all you'll ever need to know darlin', darlin'- you and me we're goin' nowhere slowly and we've gotta get away from the past there's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere, baby but we should be goin' nowhere fast everybody's goin' nowhere slowly they're only fighting for the chance to be last there's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere, baby but we should be goin' nowhere fast it's so much better goin' nowhere fast Ah... stalkin' in the shadows by the light of the moon it's like a prison and the night is a cell goin' anywhere has gotta be heaven tonight 'cause stayin' here has gotta be hell dyin' in the city like a fire on the water let's go runnin' on the back of the wind there's gotta' be some action on the face of the earth and I've gotta see your face once again and I don' know where I ever got the bright idea that I was cool so alone and independent but I'm depending on you now and you'll always be the only thing that I just can't be without and I'm out for you tonight I'm comin' out for you tonight even if you don't have anywhere to go you go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll (ready to roll) even if you don't have anywhere to go you go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll and your speed is all you'll ever need all you'll ever need to know darlin', darlin'- you and me we're goin' nowhere slowly and we've gotta get away from the past there's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere, baby but we should be goin' nowhere fast everybody's goin' nowhere slowly they're only fighting for the chance to be last there's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere, baby but we should be goin' nowhere fast godspeed godspeed godspeed speed us away! godspeed godspeed godspeed speed us away! ... ...(We're goin' nowhere fast!)... * * * Marilyn Martin : Sorcerer I'm tired I'm thirsty I'm wild eyed In my misery Timeless In your finery A high price For your luxury [Chorus:] Sorcerer Who is the master Man and woman on a star stream In the middle of a snow dream Sorcerer Show me the high life Come over Let me put you on ice I'm tired When I need you badly Wild eyed In the middle of your dreams Timeless Who is a mystery All the way Now it's never what you are [chorus] All around Black ink darkness Who found The lady from the mountain ... I'm tired I'm thirsty I'm wild eyed In my mystery Timeless In your finery A high price For your luxury Sorcerer ... |
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| Pjevat cu dok suze me ne zabole... | |
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| 21 Apr 2006 02:32 | Idi na vrh |
| ustajem u 7, a vec dva i po sata vrtim "Stranac u nocci". chitam neke ljude, smejem se, plachem, razmishljam. pa zaustavljam sopstvene misli, ne bi li upila jos koju... tudju a svoju. jedna se ipak otima...
koliko nas ima... koliko srodnih dusha, razbacanih po svetu... koliko nas je, a (u)sam(ljen)ih. ok, nechije misli su vec putovale mojim neuronima, moje emocije razdirale su srca nekih drugih, sa treccima imam ista interesovanja, volimo istu muziku, filmove, klopu... a onda, netko... po neko... za koga "znam" da i dishe isto kao ja... iste zhelje, snovi, radosti i bolovi, seccanja, ista "filosofiranja", ponekad i produbljena, ili bar kao takva istipkana... i taj jedan, njih dvojica, chetvoro, ... ni ne znaju da postojim, ja, onaj drugi, nas troje, ... svi oni ostali... sanjali, ne sanjali - ne znaju. a to je mozhda bash ono shto im treba. saznanje da postoji ... treba li im? da li bi bilo bolje? kako bi reagovali? da znaju da nas postoji vishe, a ne jedan On, jedna Ona... da znaju da postoji, ali da za njih nema nade. da se ponadaju, a da sve ladje potonu. shta onda? kako posle? mozhda bi onda pravili avione od papira, kao ja... (kad se skrpim nakon brodoloma) ne... to vec chine, to svi chinimo, shaljemo snove od papira, ne znajuci da smo sigurno vec nekad proshli jedno kraj drugog, gledajuci tragove na nebu, fotografishucci opalo lishcce u kishnim baricama, skicirajucci puteve duha i pravecci unutarnje mape chezhnja, bolova, i dalekih poslastica... kupujucci burek i jogurt u pekari na drugom kraju naselja, jer tamo prave bash onakav ... nedostaju mi ovi ljudi, nedostaju mi kao i svi oni koje sam nekad davno znala, kao oni mozhda manje slichni, ali s kojima sam podelila ("share", not "split"!) zhivotne gozbe, mrvice uzhina i kapi vremena... kojima sam previjala, koji su mi previjali rane... nedostaju mi, svi... a tu su, tu, chekali su pogodan tren, ovaj kasni sat, da se oslobode sigurnog kuta i preplave me celu. "falish..." falish. kao detinjstvo koje izmiche, sve vishe, oteto, otrgnuto, vjeshtice su presekle nit... znam da nazad ne mogu, ali zashto ne mogu stvoriti ponovo, sada? zashto nema vishe bubamara, maslachaka, sanki, fleka, otimanja oko preostalog shlaga u vangli, (naizgled) besciljnih tumaranja po okolishu, zashto i kad ima istrazhivanja - nisu ista kao nekad... da bar ne znam da bi me strpali u ludnicu ako bih samo prishla nekom, koga prvi put u zhivotu vidim, i jednostavno ga poljubila... ako bih u toku vozhnje naglo otvorila i zalupila vrata automobila zbog impulsa da to uchinim, tek potrebe da tresnem nechim... ni vozovi nisu kao nekad, dovraga, nema tog mosta ispod koga bih se mogla izvrishtati... oh, tako bih se rado jurcala s nekim po snegu i grudvala... valjala po travi i smejala k'o shashava... na sastanku njupala vruc zhu-zhu na klupici u parku, umesto paprene vechere u pristojnom restoranu ili picca u zadimljenom lokalu... a sutradan, sutradan igrala damu... danas bih tako rado bila dete. "bubamaro, let, let, u shiroki leti svet ..." pisma shaljem maslachkom... |
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| "Gde ti zhivish?!?" | |
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| 19 Apr 2006 23:28 | Idi na vrh |
| referenca na Pecin post "E-banking" - nije do Hondurasa...
Samo bih volela znati do chega jeste... Dok sam bila u domovini, "gde ja zhivim...", poput umornog uzdaha, cinichne opaske sebi u bradu, ili zapenjenog uzvika, nije bilo retka pojava, a chak i deshavanja koja su toj kratkoj i "sadrzhajnoj" sentenci prethodila nisu bila preterano chudna, jer sve je otishlo u ........... Ukratko, bilo je logichno zapitati se "gde ja zhivim?!?" Ali da mi je neko prichao da ce to i ovde biti logichno, ne bih verovala. Pre izvesnog vremena najnormalnije "nadogradim" net account (vecca brzina). Obratiti pazhnju - upgrade postojecceg naloga. Nakon otprilike nedelju dana, stignu poshtom 2 paketa... 2 kompletne nove opreme za instalaciju (DSL ...). Wtf?!? Zovi, objashnjavaj... Umesto da promene konfiguraciju, oni su 'ladno uradili sledecce: greshka 1: napravili novi nalog, greshka 2: napravili dva nova naloga !!! Oki, razjashnjeno sve, greshka je do njih, sad ce chaskom stornirati nove, i odraditi shta treba sa "starim" nalogom. .......... 2 meseca kasnije... i dalje placcam 3 naloga/rachuna. Zovi. Objasni. Aha, pozovite ovaj broj ... Zovi. Opet objasni. .......... Sad je, navodno, jedan novi storniran kod njih u kompu; stari nalog sam ja morala da "kill"-ujem, izmenim sve podatke i prebacim na drugi novi. Radi (ochigledno). Za sad. Ne daj bozhe da neko tamo opet zezne stvar, i ugasi i taj drugi novi, onako, "za svaki sluchaj", k'o shto su ga valjda prethodno i aktivirali........ Nakon 2 sata razgovora sa 7 razlichitih persona, i cele premetachine, mogu samo da se pomolim da ne ostanem sad totalno bez net-a. ... |
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| Life is a moment in space... | |
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| 17 Apr 2006 02:02 | Idi na vrh |
| Pieces of light... enjoy
* * * "And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am..." (Goo Goo Dolls, "Iris") * * * "Meet Joe Black" William Parrish: "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." William Parrish: "I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish." ... Jamaican Woman: "It nice it happen to you. Like you come to the island and had a holiday. Sun didn't burn you red-red, just brown. You sleep and no mosquito eat you. But the truth is, it bound to happen if you stay long enough. So take that nice picture you got in your head home with you, but don't be fooled. We lonely here mostly too. If we lucky, maybe, we got some nice pictures to take with us." ... Joe Black: "I don't care Bill. I love her." William Parrish: "How perfect for you - to take whatever you want because it pleases you. That's not love." Joe Black: "Then what is it?" William Parrish: "Some aimless infatuation which, for the moment, you feel like indulging - it's missing everything that matters." Joe Black: "Which is what?" William Parrish: "Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings, and spending the rest of your life living up to them. And above all, not hurting the object of your love." Joe Black: "So that's what love is according to William Parrish?" William Parrish: "Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about." Joe Black: "Those were my words." William Parrish: "They're mine now." * * * "And in your eyes I see ribbons of color I see us inside of each other I feel my unconscious merge with yours And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers" I'm falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you I was afraid to let you in here Now I have learned love can't be made in fear The walls begin to tumble down And I can't even see the ground I'm falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Catch me, don't let me drop! Love me, don't ever stop! So close your eyes and let me kiss you And while you sleep I will miss you I'm falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you Falling into you Falling into you (Celine Dion, "Falling into you") * * * Amalgam ljubavi i boje * * * "My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily I found your finger prints on a glass of wine Do you know your leaving them all over this heart of mine, too If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me ... Anyone who can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you Anyone who can reach you, can love you, or leave you So be gentle So be gentle So be gentle So be gentle I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily ... (Natasha Bedingfield, "I bruise easily") * * * "Good Will Hunting" ... Sean: "Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself." ... Sean: "Maybe you're perfect right now. Maybe you don't wanna ruin that. I think that's a super philosophy, Will, that way you can go through your entire life without ever having to really know anybody..." Will: "...You ever think about gettin' remarried?" Sean: "My wife's dead." Will: "Hence the word: remarried." Sean: "She's dead." Will: "Yeah Well, I think that's a super philosophy, Sean. I mean that way you could actually go through the rest of your life without ever really knowing anybody." Sean: "Time's up." ... Sean: "You're just a kid, you don't have the faintest idea what you're talkin' about." Will: "Why thank you." Sean: "It's all right. You've never been out of Boston." Will: "Nope." Sean: "So if I asked you about art, you'd probably give me the skinny on every art book ever written. Michelangelo, you know a lot about him. Life's work, political aspirations, him and the pope, sexual orientations, the whole works, right? But I'll bet you can't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling; seen that. If I ask you about women, you'd probably give me a syllabus about your personal favorites. You may have even been laid a few times. But you can't tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy. You're a tough kid. And I'd ask you about war, you'd probably throw Shakespeare at me, right, "once more unto the breach dear friends." But you've never been near one. You've never held your best friend's head in your lap, watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help. I'd ask you about love, you'd probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable. Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel, to have that love for her, be there forever, through anything, through cancer. And you wouldn't know about sleeping sitting up in the hospital room for two months, holding her hand, because the doctors could see in your eyes, that the terms "visiting hours" don't apply to you. You don't know about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when you've loved something more than you love yourself. And I doubt you've ever dared to love anybody that much. And look at you... I don't see an intelligent, confident man... I see a cocky, scared shitless kid. But you're a genius Will. No one denies that. No one could possibly understand the depths of you. But you presume to know everything about me because you saw a painting of mine, and you ripped my fucking life apart. You're an orphan right?" [Will nods] Sean: "You think I know the first thing about how hard your life has been, how you feel, who you are, because I read Oliver Twist? Does that encapsulate you? Personally... I don't give a shit about all that, because you know what, I can't learn anything from you, I can't read in some fuckin' book. Unless you want to talk about you, who you are. Then I'm fascinated. I'm in. But you don't want to do that do you sport? You're terrified of what you might say. Your move, chief." ... Sean: "It's not about each of you being perfect, it's about being perfect for each other." * * * "... I seek to cure what's deep inside, frightened of this thing that I've become ..." (Toto, "Africa") * * * "Every time I look at you the world just melts away All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land ... ... You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day..." (Sarah McLachlan, "Push") * * * "... U ljubavi niko nikog ne mozhe da povredi; svako od nas je odgovoran za ono shto osecca i ne mozhemo drugog da krivimo za to. Vec sam iskusila patnju kada sam izgubila osobe u koje sam bila zaljubljena. Danas sam chvrsto ubedjena da niko nikoga ne gubi jer niko nikoga ne poseduje. To je istinsko iskustvo slobode: imati najvazhniju stvar na svetu a ne posedovati je!" (Paulo Coelho, "11 minutes") * * * Jako tiho i blisko * * * "...It's the way she makes me feel It's the only thing that's real It's the way she understands She's my lover, she's my friend And when I look into her eyes It's the way I feel inside Like the man I want to be She's all I ever need ..." (R. Martin) * * * "Ljubav pricheka chovjeka pokraj puta. - Povedi me sa sobom - reche mu. - Tvoja je odjecca tako pohabana - reche joj chovjek. - Odjenut cu te u najljepshu odjeccu - nastavi Ljubav. - Povedi me sa sobom. - Moj je dom malen - opravda se chovjek. U njemu ne bi bilo mjesta i za tebe. - Udomit cu te u najljepshe prostore - ustraja Ljubav. - Povedi me sa sobom. - Tvoj je govor tako obichan - primjeti chovjek. - Progovorit ces najljepshim jezikom svijeta - reche Ljubav. - Povedi me sa sobom. - Po chemu cu znati da je sve ovo shto govorish istina? - upita chovjek. - Po tome shto mi je vishe stalo do tebe nego do toga shto ces sa mnom uchiniti - reche Ljubav." (Stjepan Lice) * * * Med i so * * * "To really love a woman, to understand her, you gotta know her deep inside, hear every thought, see every dream 'n' give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman, tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, tell her that she's the one Coz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman To really love a woman let her hold you till you know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breathe her, really taste her till you can feel her in your blood When you can see your unborn children in her eyes, you know you really love a woman When you love a woman, tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, tell her that she's the one She needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman You got to give her some faith hold her tight a little tenderness you gotta treat her right She will be there for you, takin' good care of you (you've really gotta love your woman, yeah) And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms, you know you really love a woman ... " (Bryan Adams) * * * 4 all times... 4 all loving hearts... 4 all loves... Htedoh da napishem "... 4 all real loves", ali... ljubav mozhe biti samo prava... ako nije, onda to i nije ljubav... P.S. Ovaj i ovakav izbor danas, coz I just felt like that... a i za sva vremena je  Another moment, another preoccupation, but in some way the subject stays the same...
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