Blog korisnika Black Orchid
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| 10 Maj 2008 23:59 | Idi na vrh |
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It's Only Mystery Words & Music: Eric Serra, Corine Marienneau & Louis Bertignac Vocals: Arthur Simms "Subway" OST "How can I keep on smiling at their disguise? When I know nothing good ever comes from lies My heart is no beginner but still I can lose my temper Yeah How can we keep on watching that fuc*ing TV? We're so bored we don't even care what we see Takes our strength away And never, never shows us the way No But I think I know the answers It's only mystery and I like it It's only mystery and I like it It's only mystery and I like it It's only mystery How can the banks of a river meet? Sitting on her bed staring at her feet She thinks life is water And love, love is a river Oh, yeah But is a child the answer? It's only mystery and I like it ... We could dream of a grand evolution Where we wouldn't ask anymore questions There will be no, no more pretenders, yeah Use the love that I offer Dreaming is not the answer Only mystery and I like it It's only mystery and I like it It's only mystery and I like it It's only mystery ... Don't know nothing but I do know that it's a mystery Only mystery and I like it Only mystery and I like it Only mystery and I like it..." * Guns and People "That night I waited too long For someone who wouldn't come Who would've made it home to me I went for a walk in the street Empty eyes and shady faces People hustling and people wandering And I just found that in their places The streets were not that frightening, no I left it all, ... to the ... That led me to a noisy cafe And there she was, between two cups Sweet and amazing and lofty Just one glance and love, it hit me Felt like being in a movie Was she the one I was waiting for? A beauty, a blue-eyed killer, yeah This cruel world is such a mess I went back home to my loneliness It was too late, it was too late To go to sleep I think I might be tired And I try, I try to sing All I remember is that line Guns don't kill people People kill people Guns don't kill people People kill people I said Guns don't kill people People kill people I said Guns don't kill people It's people who kill people I said ... People kill people" * Subway Dance Scene (Rickie Lee Jones - A Lucky Guy) * bonus tracks: http://www.mycity.rs/Blog/delfini-amp-big-blue-amp-jacques-mayol.html Soft Cell - Down In The Subway Chris Rea - The Blue Café |
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| 29 Apr 2008 23:27 | Idi na vrh |
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Peter Llewelyn Davies: This is absurd. It's just a dog. J.M. Barrie: Just a dog? *Just*? [to Porthos] Porthos, don't listen! [to Peter] Porthos dreams of being a bear, and you want to shatter those dreams by saying he's *just* a dog? What a horrible candle-snuffing word. That's like saying, "He can't climb that mountain, he's just a man", or "That's not a diamond, it's just a rock." *Just*. * Jack Llewelyn Davies: [Michael tries to fly the kite the first time] Oh, I told you this wasn't going to work! Peter Llewelyn Davies: I don't think he's fast enough. J.M. Barrie: It's not going to work if no-one believes in him! Finding Neverland |
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| pay it forward... | |
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| 26 Apr 2008 19:57 | Idi na vrh |
"I guess it's hard for people who are so used to things the way they are - even if they're bad - to change. 'Cause they kind of give up. And when they do, everybody kind of loses." Pay It Forward * * * - Excuse me. - Excuse me. - Hey. Could we do that again? I know we haven't met, but I don't want to be an ant. You know? I mean, it's like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another, continously on ant autopilot, with nothing really human required of us. Stop. Go. Walk here. Drive there. All action basically for survival. All communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner. "Here's your change." "Paper or plastic?' "Credit or debit?" "You want ketchup with that?" I don't want a straw. I want real human moments. I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don't want to give that up. I don't want to be an ant, you know? * "The reason why I refuse to take existentialism as just another French fashion or historical curiosity is that I think it has something very important to offer us... I'm afraid we're losing the real virtues of living life passionately in the sense of taking responsibility for who you are, the ability to make something of yourself and feel good about life. Existentialism is often discussed as if it were a philosophy of despair, but I think the truth is just the opposite. Sartre, once interviewed, said he never felt once minute of despair in his life. One thing that comes out from reading these guys is not a sense of anguish about life so much as a real kind of exuberance, of feeling on top of it, it's like your life is yours to create. I've read the post modernists with some interest, even admiration, but when I read them I always have this awful nagging feeling that something absolutely essential is getting left out. The more you talk about a person as a social construction or as a confluence of forces or as being fragmented of marginalised, what you do is you open up a whole new world of excuses. And when Sartre talks about responsibilty, he's not talking about something abstract. He's not talking about the kind of self or souls that theologians would talk about. He's talking about you and me talking, making descisions, doing things, and taking the consequences. It might be true that there are six billion people in this world, and counting, but nevertheless -what you do makes a difference. It makes a difference, first of all, in material terms, to other people, and it sets an example. In short, I think the message here is that we shouuld never write ourselves off or see eachother as a victim of various forces. It's always our decision who we are." Waking Life http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0243017/ * * * Oskar Schindler: I could have got more out. I could have got more. I don't know. If I'd just... I could have got more. Itzhak Stern: Oskar, there are eleven hundred people who are alive because of you. Look at them. Oskar Schindler: If I'd made more money... I threw away so much money. You have no idea. If I'd just... Itzhak Stern: There will be generations because of what you did. Oskar Schindler: I didn't do enough! Itzhak Stern: You did so much. [Schindler looks at his car] Oskar Schindler: This car. Goeth would have bought this car. Why did I keep the car? Ten people right there. Ten people. Ten more people. [removing Nazi pin from lapel] Oskar Schindler: This pin. Two people. This is gold. Two more people. He would have given me two for it, at least one. One more person. A person, Stern. For this. [sobbing] Oskar Schindler: I could have gotten one more person... and I didn't! And I... I didn't! * "Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire." Schindler's List |
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| negra sombra | |
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| 25 Mar 2008 03:41 | Idi na vrh |
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"Cando penso que te fuches, negra sombra que me asombras, ó pé dos meus cabezales tornas facéndome mofa. Cando maxino que es ida, no mesmo sol te me amostras, i eres a estrela que brila, i eres o vento que zoa. Si cantan, es ti que cantas; si choran, es ti que choras; i es o marmurio do río, i es a noite, i es a aurora. En todo estás e ti es todo, pra min i en min mesma moras, nin me dexarás ti (/abandonarás) nunca, sombra que sempre me asombras" Poem by Rosalía de Castro, "Follas Novas", 1880 Performed by Luz Casal "Mar adentro" OST * "Dicen que no hablan las plantas, ni las fuentes ni los pájaros ni el onda con sus rumores, ni con su brillo los astros: lo dicen, pero no es cierto, pues siempre cuando yo paso de mí murmuran y exclaman: -- Ahí va la loca, soñando con la eterna primavera de la vida y de los campos, y ya bien pronto, bien pronto, tendrá los cabellos canos, y ve temblando, aterida, que cubre la escarcha el prado. --Hay canas en mi cabeza, hay en los prados escarcha; mas yo prosigo soñando, pobre, incurable sonámbula, con la eterna primavera de la vida que se apaga y la perenne frescura de los campos y las almas, aunque los unos se agostan y aunque las otras se abrasan. Astros y fuentes y flores, no murmuréis de mis sueños; sin ellos, ¿cómo admiraros, ni cómo vivir sin ellos?" Rosalía de Castro, "En las orillas del Sar", 1884 * http://www.mycity.rs/Blog/Saudade.html * http://www.mycity.rs/Blog/un-acorden-sangriento.html |
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| 15 Mar 2008 02:51 | Idi na vrh |
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"Mysterious, intense Vesta in Scorpio seeks the answers to mysteries and insists on depth and meaning in all your relationships and commitments. You are intensely devoted to your romantic partner, but that intensity holds true in the rest of your life, as well. Work is very important to you, and it's even more important that you are deeply interested in and committed to your career. A Vesta-Scorpio won't labor long on something which doesn't hold her attention. The same is true with people - you may find you seek out those whom are more than meets the eye, a still water which runs deep or a reticent and distant person. Some people, however, may not be worthy of your keen interest - don't be falsely attracted by those who purposely hold back and play games with your affections. You're terrified of your own intensity and fear that your devotion may leave you weak and powerless. It ain't so, Vesta-Scorpio, and holding back will only hurt you." (how yes no..) Breakfast-time... break-fast. break the fast. or break fast. or break it fast? break her fast?!? or get a fast break? break it in? or break (it) off? break up fast. make a fast break? break away fast. or break down? or break it down? break out. break through? or break out of it fast? * * * "I'm an idealist. I don't know where I'm going but I'm on the way." Sandburg, med i so... * * * "Stepenika bezbroj ima, gde da stanem da ne propadnem Gde da trchim, gde da bezhim, kuda se do tebe putuje ..." Igra u krugu... "Tezhak san, tihi korak, mrtav mrak, curi oblak, beskucnik koji trazhi zbir znakova po prashumi ..." Koliko puta... protiv sebe * * * doomed. * bonus track: "I've got no map to find my way Amongst these clouds of dust Fear can stop you loving Love can stop your fear ... But it's not always that clear..." Morcheeba - Fear and Love |
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| 28 Feb 2008 19:32 | Idi na vrh |
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Wall ::Priča kratkog daha Pred jutro zaboravim zašto se više ne volimo pa je volim ona uzvraća i grlimo se kao da nam je petnaest onako nespretno i grčevito čvrsto zatvorenih očiju jer drugačije je opasno možemo vidjeti stvari kakve jesu možemo se prepoznati a to nas smjesti na suprotne strane barikade desnu i lijevu stranu Amazone od obzira i prevelikih očekivanja kad ruke zabole od uzaludnog bacanja kamena prema drugoj obali tek da vidim hoću li dosegnuti iako smo pogledima u dometu u vidokrugu na horizontu zakrivljene kugle mi smo jedno pored drugog onda čekam praskozorja kad nam se pridrijema oprezu popusti njegov osobni oprez padne mu gard pa ispijem rijeku tiho da ne čuješ srkanje dok u polusnu brojiš vrhunce nekih davno prevaljenih planina prepješačenih pustinja stepa prekoračenih u sto koraka i manje hladnih tundri u kojima stavljaš ruke u rukave prekratkih mogućnosti dugačke prste nadanja čekam taj nemogući sat kad se vremenske zone utope u iskričave zore nekih nepoznatih hemisfera polukugle sjećanja slobodne ispuštene iz ruku kao baloni koju je neoprezna ruka pustila prema paperjastim oblacima iz kojih pada prstohvat nade i ogromni naramci nečega što ima samo mirise bezrazložne tuge i djetinjastu nadu Zvjezdanih staza The Next Generation negdje iza ponoći na prvom programu dok samome sebi čuvam strah i pridržavam čekanje do pred jutro kad zaboravim zašto se više ne volimo pa je volim ona mene voli i grlimo se kao da nam je trideset onako iskusno otvorenih ispitivačkih očiju je li ti dobro kao meni kaži nasmij se biserno i vidim stvari kakve jesu ali ne marim jer postoji samo to jutro pred jutro i ništa drugo ionako nije stvarno osim sljedeće noći pred jutro ostatak dana provodimo kao zombiji u kućnim poslovima društveno korisnim grobovima nekim roditeljdijete obavezama kojima vjerujemo na riječ pojam da baš tako treba jer tek nam je već četrdesetpeta iskustvo iz nas govori dubokim glasom a opet tinejdžerski buntovno jer pobogu nije nam ni pedeseta a mi čekamo tek pred jutro da pogledamo stvarima u oči da zaboravimo zašto se volimo u šezdesetoj pred jutro čekamo da se sjetimo zašto smo se nekad ljutili na godine koje su od nas skrivale sjećanje na jutra kad smo se voljeli bez razmišljanja onako s nogu odoka i strastveno prepuštajući povjesničarima umjetnosti da nas smjeste u pravi vremenski period grlimo se kao da nam je petnaest a ruke njih zaboravljamo ostaju hladne i nemoćne i kost u grlu koju iskašljavamo generacijama s majke na kćer s oca na sina dok duha svetoga pribijamo na križ propuštenih prilika bezobzirnih obzira jer drugačije ne ide atavizme kao svoje repove ne možemo odbaciti u jednoj generaciji pa se volimo u sjećanjima na jutra pred jutra kad smo bili mudri jer smo bili mladi i nije nam bilo važno što dani postaju neprepoznatljivi teško pamtljivi tek po jutarnjim izmaglicama i satima kad vrijeme ionako stoji dok se sjećamo kako smo se voljeli onako na prvu loptu drugi zagrljaj treću sreću neka druga generacija u zvjezdanim stazama izmaglici jednog jedinog ledenog daha pred jutro kad je zima na izmaku a led u prstima prsima kao psima koji nam kidaju meso pred jutro dok pokušavamo zaboraviti zašto se volimo. (07.02.2008. lunarna Nova godinaTet) http://wall.blog.hr/ http://wall.blog.hr/2008/02/1624163546/prica-kratkog-daha.html |
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| 15 Jan 2008 03:52 | Idi na vrh |
^^ by Simon Pais-Thomas "No one knows what it's like to be the bad man to be the sad man behind blue eyes And no one knows what it's like to be hated to be fated to telling only lies But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance that's never free No one knows what it's like to feel these feelings like I do and I blame you! No one bites back as hard on their anger None of my pain and woe can show through But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance, lets never free Discover L.I.M.P. say it Discover [x4] No one knows what it's like to be mistreated to be defeated behind blue eyes And no one knows how to say that they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be ... No one knows what it's like to be the bad man to be the sad man behind blue eyes" p.s. (you can) break the chain ... |
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| what really matters 2 u | |
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| 11 Dec 2007 00:12 | Idi na vrh |
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"...what a wonderful world this would be..." (Sam Cooke, † 11. dec. 1964) "I'm not a smart man... but I know what love is." 
* * * "... It was my own lovely lady And she said 'Oh, it's you.' Then we laughed for a moment And I said 'I never knew... That you like Pina Coladas Getting caught in the rain And the feel of the ocean And the taste of champagne If you'd like making love at midnight In the dunes of the Cape You're the lady I've looked for Come with me and escape...'" p.s. "food 4 thought" 
* * * Citat:(...) choosing to live in the NOW with you and remaining open-hearted to future expansion of our family. We know nothing is guaranteed and "happily ever after" exists only in fairy tales. Love and relationships take conscious, consistent effort to maintain and to flourish. I am free to make commitments and I accept responsibility for my actions. My freedom comes from the personal expression of my own power. No one can take away my power to be my self. I choose to help empower you, not to own you nor possess you. I choose to love, honor, and respect you. I will be as truthful and reliable as I can be. I will not agree to do things with you unless I truly want to, yet I will be respectful of, and sensitive to, your needs and feelings. When I want something from you, I will ask clearly, not hint or expect you to read my mind. I will not create expectations in my head concerning you or your actions then blame you for their unfulfillment. I will share my love, joy, and caring with you. I will never use your words against you nor divulge your private thoughts and actions to others without your consent. I will communicate to you what "privacy" means to me, and I will accept your definition of "privacy" for you. Any actions or words that relate to something the two of us said or did together should be considered private unless we have discussed it and agreed to reveal our actions or thoughts to others. I will care for you when you are sick or hurt even if it means you want me to do nothing at all for you. I will respect that, in most instances, you know what is best for you, and what you need from me. However, I will not let you purposefully hurt or destroy yourself without attempting to persuade you otherwise. You may count on me for strength and emotional support when you are down and I expect the same of you. We are separate and unique individuals who choose to enrich and cherish each other. Ultimately, though, only I can choose to be happy or not, fulfilled or not. I am equal to you, not more nor less. I will not compete with you and play "I win, you lose" games. I will enjoy your different qualities and work towards "win-win" situations. I feel proud of you and will not take you for granted. I will accept you as you are and not try to change those aspects of yourself I am uncomfortable with. I will endeavor to keep my mind open and my boundaries flexible. I will support your growth processes. I will not attack you in public or private when something occurs that I don't like. I will instead accept it as a part of who you are and rationally discuss it with you in private in order to more fully understand who you are. I will remember your love and constancy and communicate this to you. I will not judge you against my past relationships, good or bad. Nor will I hold on to issues or grudges. I will enjoy sharing hopes, dreams, and plans for the future with you now. Our time together has a high priority in my life. I value our time and will make conscious efforts to ensure we have as much time for each other as we need. I also recognize that we need separate and alone time, too. I will respect your right to be apart from me, and I expect you to respect my right to have alone time also. I have friends and interests that are not in common with you; you also have friends and interests not in common with me. I will not be possessive or jealous of your time away from me, recognizing that the fulfillment and joy you receive benefits me as well. I will be open to uncommon experiences with you though. Our careers are also important to us and I will be understanding when job demands temporarily take a high priority in your life; I expect the same from you. When problems occur, I will work with you to resolve them as soon as possible. When I am upset or conflicted, I will center myself, clarify my feelings, and determine my issues before confronting you. Only then will I approach you to discuss my issues. I will never make threats of breaking our commitments to each other, leaving you, or asking you to leave. I will never intentionally physically harm you nor threaten to. I will not expect either of us to be perfect. Occasionally I will get frustrated and stressed and disappointed, but I will not reject you nor attempt to control your individuality. I accept that I will have times of anger, sadness, fear, and pain and will want your emotional support. I will not feel you are attacking me when you express frustrations or bad feelings. I use sexual intimacy as a way to express my love and inner self to you. I will not withhold sex to punish you nor use sex to control you. I value our sexual intimacy and will be open to your sexuality and need, as well as my own. I may not agree with every desire you have and I will be open to new experiences. However, I will not do things I am uncomfortable with, nor would I force you to do that which is uncomfortable for you. I will not be intimate with another unless you are comfortable with it. If you feel threatened, I will show you my love and reassure you and listen to you. However, I will not let you control my actions if you have unreasonable fears or a need to have power over me. I will be responsible for supporting myself, and I will share what I can with you to the best of my abilities. I have personal property and I will respect and care for your personal property, as well as our common property, as if it were my own. I will make agreements with you concerning mutual financial matters. I will not control you with money, nor will I be controlled by your money. I also will consult with you before attempting to change our place of residence. I commit myself to growing and changing and creating a conscious future with you. I will do my utmost to live up to the spirit of this agreement. (...) (from: http://www.polyamorysociety.org/Relationship_Agreement.html ) + http://www.mycity.rs/Blog/Poenta-Ljubavi.html |
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| 19 Nov 2007 10:56 | Idi na vrh |
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http://www.thesheepmarket.com/   
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| guardare, vedere, osservare, scrutare. percepire. tre. | |
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| 16 Nov 2007 23:43 | Idi na vrh |
| Free Your Mind
En Vogue "I wear tight clothing, high heel shoes It doesn't mean that I'm a prostitute I like rap music, wear hip hop clothes That doesn't mean that I'm sellin' dope Oh, ma, forgive me, for having straight hair It doesn't mean there's another blood in my heirs I might date another race or color It doesn't mean I don't like my strong black brothers Why, oh, why must it be this way? Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me! I say, Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow So I'm a sister, buy things with cash That really doesn't mean that all my credit's bad So why dispute me and waste my time Because you really think the price is too high for me I can't look without being watched You rang my buy before I made up my mind Oh now attitude why even bother I can't change your mind, you can't change my color Why, oh, why must it be this way? Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me! I say, Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow Free your mind! Why, oh, why must it be this way? Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me! Free your mind ... !" - to be continued - |
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